OUCH!

well i had the bits done today. Oh my god i havent ever felt as much pain as i did today. The nurse and the Doctor were lovely, i made sure mum stayed head end and i havent ever felt as embarrassed laying there being tipped upside down in this chair legs spread eagle and being ajusted so my bits were head hight for the doc!!!!!.

He ended up doing 2 large biopsys and a vinegar test!!! plus a few others on my cervix.he is hoping as he did such big biopsys and took 2 bits he might of removed it all. He said that as i was in so much pain further treatment would be done with me asleep - thank goodness.
He couldnt cautarize it (spell check) and so used a glue cos off the pain i was already in.So i have been bleeding quite alot. Now its just a case of waiting for the results which apparently could not be here till after christmas. lovely.

my darling husband took me for a lovely lunch/dinner after (very naughty as was supposed to be for a bill but sometimes you have to remember to live also) and has been looking after me tonight, dont know how i would cope without him.Although he did think it funny that when i sneezed to tell me to be careful incase my fanny fell out!!! how rude.

xxx